enough with all crappy sad things.

the 7th semester is almost finish when study week officially begin 2 days ago. and for myself, i'll take 2 or 3 days playing and day dreaming while other peoples struggling memorizing their notes. how bad.

the fight-of-the-year getting worse yesterday. luckily, everything's back to normal again when he called this morning.i feel in love again.

the schedule:

25 oktober 2009- study week begin
28 oktober 2009- boyfie masuk hutan
1 november 2009-my first final exam paper
5 november 2009-he'll come back
17 november 2009-my last paper
21,22 november 2009- boyfie's convocation day
29 november-24 december 2009- my attachment @ IPK Polis
27 december 2009- the beginning of my last semester..yippee
9 january 2010- boyfie's commission day
9th january onwards-i'll get him back..heheh...

i'll update if any changes happen..God, bless me, bless my life...

i couldnt bear it anymore.
surprisingly, i dont feel hurt too much
guess that i'm used to it
you told me not to follow my feeling
but everything feels wrong
i dont want to understand anyone anymore
i dont want to understand me
lets the time decide


p/s: peoples, lets celebrate celcom's 5+1 20 hours oh so free "talking hour" by terminating the line okay!
     

sudah 12 hari semenjak peristiwa 11 Ogos 2009..
i do feel sad sometimes..
realizing that i will never have chance to meet her, know her, talk to her..
and i never.NEVER expected this.

rest in peace...